Answer

Lie to yourself
Search
Forgive
Run
Count wonders
Pretend
Gather
Ask yourself questions with lots of question marks in the end
Think
Cry a tear 
Smile to the night
Search for yourself
Ask around if anyone has seen you
Feel
Too much, too intense, too real
Nobody has seen you
In a long time
Who?
Appear
Exist
Small and mediocre 
And empty
And with no access 
To the tale of life.